A few nights ago, I had a dream that I ran into my first love. This dream is one of those reoccurring dreams that always seem to pop up from time to time. I ran into my first love and we got to talking and chatting. I thought of what a fool I had been to leave him all those years ago and how blind I was. And that there never would be a better guy for me. Then he confessed that he was still in love with me and had just been waiting for me to be free. He said that he was going to leave his current girlfriend to be with me. I couldn't believe it and I was unbelievably happy. We were going to get married. I still couldn't believe it.
Well, it felt so real, but when I woke up I knew it wasn't the case. My first love is getting married in less than two weeks to a really great girl. I have never met her, but I know they are perfect for each other.
So why these dreams now? Probably because deep down inside, I still love him. I admire the person that he is. Also probably because he is getting married in less than two weeks.
Okay, I have to confess that this isn't the first dream I've had of this situation.
Well, that's a wrap. I will try to dream of guys that are available next time. ;)
It's so hard waking up from those types of dreams...the ones where you wake up feeling so, so good, peaceful, happy...but you know it was just a dream.
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